March You Had Been

Woah March, what a month it had been ! this month just astonish me in a sense that we cannot really predict or control what tomorow will bring. and march had been a eye opening to strengthen my relationship to God, and to seek Him everyday of my life, to spend more time with Him, with our life that us fast paced, we tend to focus on our earthly desires, that we forget to give time to our creator, the one who make all things possible. Our hearts should be focused on pursuing God’s kingdom. Knowing Him and serving others, so during this season I spend my time on things that will help me grow as person that God wants me to be. Community Quarantine couldn’t stop us to Worship Jesus, reveal His message to us, share Gospel, to video call and catch up our loved one’s, and to meet new friends/sisters. During this time of uncertainty I pray for the safety of everyone, God provision for the front liners and our leaders, I pray for the financial stability, I pray for inner healing, I pray for those who are affected of the virus, I pray for comfort and peace. In our seemingly endless moments of struggle, His unfailing love will carry us. We can rejoice in His Salvation. In Jesus Name we will overcome this Altogether.

“Everything is possible for one who believes”
– Mark 9:23

What’s In My Mind Recently

Hi, how are you? no Monday  blues today ! yay! so here I am taking use of my time wisely. so what a better way is to tell you what’s in my mind recently, with our current situation COVID-19, Which is very alarming! it first started out in wuhan china and it spread around the world. and everyday the case of COVID-19 is increasing And INCREASING ! some countries just declared lockdown and others are under quarantine. classes are suspended and people are going all out buying goods for their family. “The Panic Buying” and in line with that, in the span of of JUST 3 months of 2020 alot of things already happened ! and for me i think that it is OUR WAKE UP CALL !!! everything that is happening has a purpose. God want us to Repent ! and He want us to come back to Him Again. because we’ve been lost and we’ve been prioritizing our earthly desires. Set your minds on things above,  not on earthly things (Colossians 3:2) so instead of panicking,

Let us turn back to God. For he is our Way maker, Miracle Worker,Promise Keeper, Light in the darkness.

Yesterday I was watching The Juans Facebook Live, and they emphasize that we should “Activate our faith” , ” Act in Faith” , ” Let Our Faith Be Louder Than Fear.” Now Faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see, This is what the ancients were commended for ( Hebrews 11:1-2) and with that , this is the time where our Faith take place, now is the time, to stand firm and reach out to people, instead of Fear,Panicking and worrying. Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts since as members of one body you were called to peace and be thankful  ( Colossians 3:15) “Take courage it is I, Don’t be Afraid”  ( Mark 6:50)

Some of us maybe inclined to look at the world and see only what’s wrong, specially right now, when we are currently facing the circumstances. But those is something to celebrate about in the Faces of natures there are wonders that never cease and it is the promise of Our Lord to us.

And to end up this very long “what in my mind”  I think that the best Gift that you could give to someone and anyone in this situation is the Gift of Prayer. Praying for each other and this I tell you, how comforting prayers are. Your prayers to each and everyone Strengthened this difficult time and will be an encouragement to one another. One of the best ways to love others is to pray for them. Pray for your family, friends, Pray for the people who is risking their life to help other people, Pray for our leaders, Pray for our country, Pray for our nation. We can ask God to help us pray for them, and he will our loving Lord Strengthen us to generously give the gift of our prayers for others. Prayers is a gift to be shared.

I am Leaving you with these verse today : “Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.”  Colossians 3:12

Be the leader that God wants you to be, Now is your time to Step Up.

And lastly let us all included in our prayers those who are affected and to each and every frontliner fighting COVID-19.  In Jesus Name the covid-19  will be over.

2019 The Best Year Yet,

Waking up feeling really sick and so exhausted today. then Im really contemplating on how Im going to compose my 2019 in words. 2019 had been incredibly beautiful ! because GOD had been the center of it ! This year i saw how GOD had been so good to my life.and he will always be ! the past years I thought that Im already complete, but Im not. this year God showed me that only Him can Fulfill ME ! and nothing else ! It’s true in times where my anxiety is attacking me He is there, when i make a wrongful decisions He is there, when i cry because of all the pains He is there. He never abandoned me even though I don’t deserve His love ! but Jesus loved us unconditionally. His very nature is to have Goodness in abundance that it overflows into our unworthy lives.

In the beginning of the year 2019 I wrote down my take away each month and here they are.

January 2019 – To be more understanding, because we don’t know what other people are going through,and be mindful .

February 2019 – More stronger, BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. no matter how life is so challenging please be strong.

March 2019 – ACCEPT myself more.

April 2019 – Don’t do things that you will enjoy now, but afterwards you are going to regret it.

May 2019 – ‘keep on being happy run through lots of grass barefoot, but be careful, we want you to enjoy life as it unfolds,and not be hurt by any of it”

June 2019 -I learned to adjust my emotions and feelings, i learn to let it feel me, absorb it and realised that it is actually happening and then reflect and move on.

July 2019 – To be more flexible and never be afraid of rejection.

August 2019 – The month of my Spiritual Growth, I become aware of my faith.

I wasn’t able to write starting September to December the last 4 months of 2019 had been a Life Changing! September is the month I encounter GOD! and it was very special moment of my life. and the following month had been finding my purpose. sometimes i put God in a box because I want my plans and will to be done. but when I do that it will have a fall back on me, and that thought alone makes me sad.and it make me realise that GOD allow pain, because in every NO’s of the Lord he is preparing us to a bigger blessing ! so in every pain and rejection and No’s there is a purpose. and my New Year eve last devotion of the year 2019, is so beautiful it says that. “ Forget the former things, Do not dwell on the past.” – Isaiah 43:18 and its true as a human we tend to dwell on the past, and sometimes it become a hindrance on what God will blessed us in the present. Thank you GOD ! Im yours endlessly you renewed my faith and helped me start over ! So much love and gratitude for all the blessings i received this year ! The Gift Of People that God put into my life, they really play a huge part in my life! 2019 is the BEST YEAR YET !!!

Before i will really get anxious planning and figuring everything on my days and months and what the new year will take me, but right now i have peace in my heart, because I know that GOD is in control. so Im looking at 2020 with joyful anticipation to trust Him more and watch Him show off!

Wonderfully August

Its Already 8th of September today, and i really wanted to share my august story with you all, but because our midterm week started last September 1 until 7th, i haven’t have time to just set down and type what i wanted to share.so today is Sunday and Im in my room ready to share my august story,  To start off days leading up before august started, my anxiety attacks are getting worst, i experienced anxiety attack every single night, so phew it wasn’t easy at all, balancing my school, social life, and myself. and suddenly Lindon (My best friend) was planning to create a LIFE GROUP in our campus, i was very supportive of him, and i wanted to take part on whatever he wanted to do, his vision and how he wanted to make it happen. and i open up to him what i been going through and he immediately told me that, Pastor Ras could help me, he will conduct a Life coaching for the two of us, and i knew in my heart that i really need to go and it will help me so much, and i could still remember on my way to the place that we will meet i felt anxious but when i meet Pastor Ras, i felt the sign of relief, we talked for hours, I open to him what i been going through and my story. i felt like Im new again, i learned Alot of wisdom, i become more aware of my faith, because back then i know that my faith wasn’t that strong, but during the life coaching, it made me realize how blessed Iam that JESUS DIE FOR ME.HOW HE LOVE ME UNCONDITIONALLY, AND HOW HE WANTED ME TO KNOW THAT HE IS MY LORD AND SAVIOR. i was really emotional because sometimes i felt ungrateful and taking things for granted, its a eye opening for me,and the fact that not everything in this life happen my accident. because everything that is happening on this world there is a reason, on that day AUGUST, 10,2019 I ACCEPT JESUS AS MY LORD AND MY SAVIOR. and TO LIVE LIFE WITH A PURPOSE. i remember going home with a happy heart, happy soul and have a new perspective in life. and i started attending church, YROCK ( YOUTH ON THE ROCK) i meet alot of very kind people, ATE GI ( who is like my 2nd mother) Kuya John, Ate Abby, Kuya Renz, Kuya ljoong, Ate Jess, Kelvin.

BUT me and my parents had our FIRST EVER FIGHT. after 18 years its was my first time to see how my parents are disappointed at me, they didn’t support me and judge me on my decisions, they are really devastated at me, it comes to the point where my mother spoke words that really made me cry, they didn’t talk to me for 3 days straight,it was really hard for me i was crying every night. and i vividly remember it was a Wednesday morning, my mother started crying and saying sorry to me, it was our first time to tell everything we wanted to tell each other, and we are crying for almost 2 hrs and i heard her side and she also heard my side, and i talked to my tatay, and WE ARE NOW IN GOOD TERMS, i explained to them everything and i become more aware of my limitation and also obey their rules that they set for me.

So while Im writing these, we already started doing LIFE GROUP we already had around 8 gatherings all together ! in the month of AUGUST, and first week of September ! and it will just KEEP GOING AND GROWING ! every time that we have a life group there will be a new people who will attend. and i love seeing their reaction and reflection after the LIFE GROUP they felt a sign of contentment in their heart and their faith TO JESUS become stronger, and HOW TO LIVE LIFE WITH PURPOSE.

LIFE GROUP –  IS CREATED FOR PEOPLE WHO FELT HOPELESS AND NEED GUIDANCE IN THEIR LIFE, So i will tell you what life group is ! Ate GI told me that it is made for students, it is like your 2nd family, because there are things that you cannot say or your not comfortable to say with your parents or other people, life group is the place to be. it is your support system ! and also when you live far away from home, life group is your home. when you need someone to listen and be there for you, life group is the answer, LIFE GROUP have ABC that we value. A – ACCOUNTABLE once you join the life group we are accountable to you and to everyone, because we are a family.  B- BELONGINGNESS, In some group you need to fit in to be accepted, there are certain things that you need to do to be part and qualified but here in our Life GROUP ! COME AS YOU ARE ! WE ARE SO WELCOME TO HAVE YOU ! C- CARE we care and loved each other, because each and single one of you are special to us so make sure we HANDLE YOU WITH CARE HEHEHE :)) LIFE GROUP IS PAGIGING MAKABAYAN AND MAKADIYOS ( PATRIOTIC AND GOD FEARING) LAST AND THE MOST IMPORTANCE, ” HOW TO LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH PURPOSE” because GOD created you with a purpose and we want you to find and know your purpose 🙂

I Felt like this BLOG its very LONG ! so Im going to end this with LIFE REFLECTION something i wanted to share with you what i had learn, i will cut it down to 3 !

1.) LET GO OF EARTHLY THINGS AND GRAB ON TO ETERNAL TREASURES

2.)  WHATEVER YOU LEARNED, PAY IT FORWARD

3.) NOTHING WILL FULLFILL  YOU, ONLY GOD WILL

HAPPY SUNDAY ! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING UNTIL THIS PART ! YOU ARE LOVED AND WORTHY ! GOD LOVE YOU ALWAYS

 

MY LIFE GROUP FAMILY